that moment never come back

I was glad that I met you once ago. I wonder  what are our relationship if on that day I keep ignore you. Haha im sorry I just kidding maybe ;p will you miss me if im gone one day? Will you sad if I keep my distance from you one day? Do you love me as your friend?  Friendship. Sweet moment. Fighting. BFF. Childish.  Insane.  When we became best friend once ago I always tell you my secrets. On that time we laughed together. We played  together. we talked about politics even we were just eleven. Look how smart we are? Hehe  we become a very closed best friend to others eyes.

But now,

That moment was gone forever. I wonder If you still remember how closed we are at those passed days. We were separated by time. Just because one stupid silly thing we were fighting. Just because of that thing we hurt each other  heart.  I thought we never fight before right huhu. My dear you is somebody that I can’t found in anybody. Your smile your laugh your intelligent give me a very big inspiration.

I was thanked to our lord. Because He had tested us with all this thing. Its really hurt to see you laugh with others without me. It is very sad when you not tears in front of me but her.  But hey I’m not owned you. You are owned to others. Not only mine. For those secret we shared I promise I try to keep them safe. For those memories we shared together even if you want to delete them I still want to keep it safe on my mind.  

p/s: im not good in english. correct me if im wrong. thank you sweetie.