MEMORY PLEASE COME BACK

We used to share the same things. We love a person very much. We loved to talk about the person btw u loved to talk all the good things about her but I like to talk the bad things about him. Did u realize it? I do talk about the bad things because I have accept all those thing. I keep in mind he is not perfect I love the way he is. I don't want to changed him. I don't have to if I really loved him. We supposed to keep in touch each other but u are too busy with ur spm and so do I. We used to share the same ambittion. 'Gynaecology' Pakar skit puan. I still wonder why did u want to be pkp --'

When we talked u always said that 'i'm ur buddy cubit paha kiri paha kanan terasa  ' but what is exactly happen right now. We just bawa haluan masing-2. When I need u I dunt knw how to start it. Will u feel annoying? Seriously I tell u everything bout him. When u asked me why did I really love him? I just can said I love him for no reason If one day he become my husband to be I will love him for the sake of Allah. I just can wait.

When u said 'he must be very special to you. What's u make is just so special' yeah u are talking about the birthday picture I make for him. Even if I make it to him, he never saw my love. He don't like me. I am very protective about him(Permaisuri control maybe). If I can I want to know what he doing right now? Where did he go? Why? When did he left? When I asked he said 'rasa mcm ada org jaga' hmm. Why buddy why. Why u are so loving ?? Why he not like u huhuhu

When u said u always put ur eyes on me because of my face is just the same as Her. I am very shocked. Oh no how come it become like that. I and her are totally different. We have no persamaan(equation?). Not at all. I want to us to be US. I want us to achieve our dream. Hey handsome Buddy let's strive for 9A'S + If Allah will, the victory is Ours. I want me to further my study at United Kingdom no matter what happen I want to make it become true. I want u to study at Korea as u want to. Hey dude if u meet T.O.P tell him I like him because of u. I like yonghwa after u introduced him to me. Actually I knew about him before but I'm not pretty sure. Now I really like yonghwa. Best of Luck Handsome Buddy. Thanks for the short but very meaningful memories for me. Thanks for lending me ur eyes to my luahan hati at ur screen hp/computer/laptop. Thanks for being ahli in Mahathir group. Thanks for everything. I just really miss u. I know u are very Pandai. But pliz don't ignore me. :'(

P/s : I thought I was in nightmare where days and night what I do is just thinking of you. I can bare with my heart right now. U full fill my mind! Its hurt me because we are now separate. We're not even buddy. Hey who care right u cannot hurt me with ur word. Arghh what I was thinking bout!?! Grrr.